Hey everyone, Sorry I haven't been around this thread, I just felt like I was just going to whine and it actually making things worse for myself. So for now I have chosen not to come by this thread often.,,,, but I will keep you all in my thoughts.

Today I had my Lidocaine infusion, the last one for a while until I can pay down the balance, Yeah.. thats not going to happen anytime soon.

So time for me to suck it up and get ready to deal with a constant pain of at least an 8 daily.

I hope everyone is taking good care and being kind to yourselves. Gentle hugs to everyone