Lol. Idk either! I do have some that can communicate with me somehow..but, I also got a bunch of dxs so idk what is what alot.... no APS for me tho...they make everything far worse I keep rereading what I wrote (?) Think the point I/ they were trying to say is that I understand the struggle of trying to rationalize any sense of control over this unfathomable disorder. Idk....or maybe I'm just over reading to find some deeper meaning to rationalize by superimposing my thoughts as the majority.... damn it! Walt Whitman would slap me silly...that is if he were still alive and I was lucky enough to be in his presence...cuz sometimes "green" is just a color...and nothing more...