Lol, yes, you are probably right.
This thing probably looks a bit blown out of proportions. The last half year I have hardly been online at all, and strictly speaking I don't really tumble about thinking about it as much as it looks like. I only choose to retreat because I know that if I start up any discussion with this woman she's gonna say things about me that hit me just for the fact that she seems to know what is dear to me (and that is not things she has heard from me).

In general, internet has for me been a place to gain knowledge and to keep in touch with friends that live far away (as well as trading bootlegs earlier), but I don't regard it as a social activity. My 3D world is luckily very stable and supportive, so I haven't had the need to search for sociability on the computer. I found this board interesting because I am a clinical psychologist, and this is a good way of learning for me. But thank your for your concern. I will be retreating mostly to protect my private life from a past that I don't have a problem with unless it comes in form of a twisted mind.

Thank you for reading my post and taking the time to reply. This will probably be the only thread I am responding to ahead, but I will probably be out of here completely at least for a while at some point. I don't feel like attaching some kind of drama here, and if my paranoia has a good reason I might do that unintentionally. This board is for those who need help primarilly, and not people like me.

-C-