Hi everyone. So I have had panic attacks sporadically for the last about two years. They occur in very specific situations...mostly if I have to talk in front of a group or get up and be recognized in front of a group. It's very frustrating and embarassing for me. I am in my last year of college and I have no idea why all of the sudden I am so afraid. I have no idea what triggered this anxiety. I have given many presentations before without problems....
So today I had my first anxiety attack in quite a while...mostly because I avoid situations where I know I would have one. But in one of my classes we were working in groups and the teacher said we would have to get up and present. I freaked out. I tried to calm myself down but literally my heart was beating out of my chest. I got up to go to the bathroom before it was our turn and I couldn't make myself go back to class. I feel so embarassed by this and I don't know what to do. Nothing helps. I take Xanax before certain situations and it barely helps. I hate this it makes me feel so stupid but there is nothing I can do!!!! I feel trapped. I am just wondering if anyone has the same sort of anxiety....if anyone can relate.
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