My husband is doing business at home. I'm staying at home taking online courses to change my career and injecting medications for having a baby. For about a year he constantly loses money in the market until lately we have barely any savings left. He is very upset about the loss but this morning things went to an extreme. He was cursing, hitting the desk, signing a lot. I had to hide in the bedroom in order not to be affected. Actually I wept a bit. I'm very caring about his feeling and I'm fragile as well. He didn't talk to me during lunch or dinner and kept thinking about business and immersing in the frustrated mood.
I went out for a long run and called my friend in the evening. I felt much better after doing these. But I just want to avoid him, escaping from this negative environment. I cannot stop thinking that my future baby will grow up in this environment...
Am I overreacting? My husband has no friend, only me. He is very picky, complaining a lot, suspicious, doesn't get along with my family members and friends. Nobody likes him. I love him and appreciate him as my life partner but to be honest, sometimes even myself don't like him. But he is a nice and gentle person to me and treats me with a lot of respect.
How would you deal with such a negative environment/person?
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