((((Big Mama))))

When I began keeping a journal with my marriage, I initially noted that I wanted to give myself 1 year to recognize if there was indeed some cyclical pattern or if I was overreacting. It was cyclical.

It took years to reach that point to begin with. That was 2006.

It took me to 2015/2016 to comprehend the pattern of where my father's role in my life factors in. I reviewed my mother's role back in 2008/2009.