S4- you are amazingly spot on with calling me out. (Not in a negative way) you described my personality as being pushed/manipulated. And that is 100% correct.
I guess if money wasnt invvoled i would be more blunt with them.
But i do try to keep the peace.
And there really isnt any other option for money right now. Im waiting for ssdi, but i just got my first denial. So im living off of metlife payments.
Yea i am being pushed into something i dont think i need. And theyve acknowledged what ive gone through and where im at now, but are still pushing.
But on the other hand, who am i to turn down such a generous offer?
My husband also has a 'motive' of sorts, because he doesnt want to rock the boat.
Ive gotten conficted advice from my medical team, but i am easily persuaded into things. Part of borderline ive been told.
I appreciate the feedback im getting here. Its making me really think. And i think im more confused than before i solicted advice

but thats what im looking for.
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