Thank you everyone for your kind words and support. I plan on taking full advantage of this site and the resources, and have even taken the liberty of ordering one of the books off of the recommended lists to start reading.

I sincerely hope that I can save my marriage. I love this woman more than I have ever loved anyone. I truly hope she sees the efforts I'm making, the responsibility I'm willing to take, and the safeguards I'm willing to put in place as an honest effort to get better.

I meant Bipolar, not Borderline Personality Disorder, thank you for clarifying that for me. I'm really happy that you guys are so welcoming and understanding. I don't really like talking to people about the way I'm feeling, with the exception of my wife, so forums make it a lot easier for me to express myself.

Here's to healing!