Sometimes I forget how others can't handle our pain. How they can't "deal" with it. My roomate told me last night to not talk to her about it when I'm craving. I'm glad she told me intsead of abondoning me like others in the past have done. It's just hard because I don't have a choice to "deal" with it or not, but I know she does and I know I need to respect that. I just can't do this on my own.

Sorry, I just needed to tell someone who understands.