Due to PayPal's pay after delivery I am ashamed to say I spent $500 without realizing it. I spent $1,000 easily without knowing it. It was awful have to ask my mom to borrow $500. I was depressed at the time & I'm bipolar. I have never been good with money. Shopping & sugar are my addictions and it's hard to break both habits.

When I spoke to my aunt recently she said I sounded like I had the blues when I went on my shopping spree. She said I only sounded happy when I was buying something.