So far everyone who knows about my past has been understanding. If they stop liking you because of your past then you are better off finding out early in the friendship. I'm always scared to tell guys my past. Right now I don't have any friends. I have no way of making any. I have gotten used to doing everything alone. I shop alone, I go to the doctor alone and I live alone. Thankfully it has gotten better my getting used to being alone. In the past I had a few friends but without giving me a reason they dropped out of my life. I would rather have no friends than having to hide my past in order to have friends. If I'm going to have friends I would want real friends who wouldn't be bothered by my past. After all everyone has at least one thing in their past they are ashamed of.