I am so gullible. I've been played again. Only I'm the fool at work. I went out tonight to a song group thing. I saw trainer guy walk by holding hands with his petite girlfriend. He lives in a nearby town and it's a small town with a lake. Super busy summer night near the lake. I only got a glimpse but it was enough. Actions speak much louder that frivolous words. A lesson I seem to never learn.
Now I'm not sure how to act. Pretend his charade during our training class never happened? Make a remark about what I saw over the weekend? I'm really foolish and hurt by something I wasn't even looking for when it happened.
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Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P.
Daughter: 20
Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs.
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