I recently quit a very stressful job so that I could go back to school and eventually work in a different field. I started an online program less than a month ago and I already withdrew. It felt like I was teaching myself, which is not what I paid for and it was just as stressful as being at work, which was not helping my mental health. Even so, I feel like such a failure. Like I couldn't hack it. I can't regulate my emotions and everything would frustrate me to the extent that it would set me off into a cycle of rage and bouts of crying like a child. It seems so ridiculous. So now I have no job and I'm not in school. I feel like such a loser.
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