I hate reaching out to ppl. It never turns out right. I told my old therapist that I had cutt again. She seemed supportive and told me to call her to set up an appointment. I did and have gotten no call back in several days. I would think she would be more responsive after knowing ive been having problems. I wasnt calling to bug her.. just to make an appointment.

Im in this new town and I have no friends and i just hate it. I hate it so much. I havent felt this depressed in a long time. Im sad b/c my parents won't come to visit me for thanksgiving.... my mentor dumpted me (long story.. shes a bit crazy... but still it hurts)

I just feel like.. there is nobody who truely cares.. Not like the care that some of us give to each other on here. Not that it is bad.. sorry... dont get me wrong.. but i mean that kind of person who if they don't hear from you, reaches out.. and if you reach out to them, they are there. UGH. I think i am very dissappointed in life.. So ignore alot of what im saying.

I'm just frustrated. Please pray for me.

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