I'm hoping reconciliation is possible. I know that she will always be there for me, but I want her there with me. I've already asked the doctors that I plan on seeing if she could be a part of my treatment, to which they agreed that she could. Until I know what she is planning on doing though, I'm going to try and do it alone and not give myself any false hope of reconciliation. If she decides that she wants to give it another try, then at that point she will be involved, if that makes sense. That's all I want in life though, stability and her.