yeah, miss his physical presence :-( little things... cuddling... playfighting... smiling at each other... stroking his beard... sigh.

i told him a little bit... and then he talked a little bit about how he finds it hard to get into work sometimes too. so... that is nice. i guess intimacy is about taking little risks... and getting a little connection in response.

i said that it is hard... that i miss him. he said something about how intimacy is hard over the phone. yeah, it is. it is like... it feels like it is lacking a little. 'cause of all the other stuff that we can't do :-(