Hello highnrg1: The Skeezyks recalls having replied to one of your previous Threads. Your title asks: "Is it wrong?" From my perspective, no it's not wrong. (The Skeezyks doesn't really deal in right & wrong.) However, that doesn't mean it's a good idea either. I do think you need to take a close look at where you're going with this. Realistically, who is it you're going to end up sharing this information with? What might their motivation be for "listening"?

It seems to me the only real reason for you to share this information, with the types of individuals you say you would want to share it with, is as you wrote for the arousal factor on your part. It may well be the only reason the person(s) you share with want to hear it as well. And once you've whipped up your arousal (& that of your reader or listener) where does it go from there? How do you then squelch the fires you've stoked? One does not squelch a fire by throwing gasoline on it.

Assuming that this is in fact the case, then what this ends up being, I fear, is simply something akin to phone sex or internet porn. Is that really what you want to be doing? And also, if this is something you would do anonymously either over the internet, or on the phone for instance, how would you know that the person you're communicating with is actually the type of person you want to be sharing with? How would you feel if it turned out it was actually some young teenage boy who's in the midst of developing an addiction to porn? Many people, on the internet, present themselves as being someone they're not.

I know you wrote you don't want to be psychoanalyzed. And that's fine because the Skeezyks isn't in any way qualified to do that. But I do think you really need to consider, deeply, what's going on here & where you're going with this before you dive into it. It strikes me as being kind-of a journey into the unknown. I wish you well...