We absolutely do, thanks. And there have been a few times where it was out of my hands and he agreed to go to the hospital to get his mania stabilized. That has only occurred twice but it was necessary. And he has taken me to the hospital when my depression put me in a very unsafe place. Fortunately, those are rare circumstances but we both know we can't wave magic wands to fix mood episodes. lol, I wish

For awhile, I was drinking wine...I really do love wine but it really messed with my anxiety. I felt like I was compromising my stability and, in a way, I was affecting our relationship because I needed his help a lot more. We really are a partnership.

I do miss my wine. I love the whole food-wine thing. I've been pondering if I have 1-2 drinks during my vacation coming up...if that is ok. My pdoc would be against it but I know it won't kill me because I used to be a regular drinker early in my diagnosis lol

That's an entirely different subject. I'm just thinking aloud. No need to reply.