Things couldn't be any worse. I really want to die. Nobody cares about me. I lost a couple of friends, and the one friend I had left is kind of distant with me. I guess the domino effect. People know your weak spots and they attack you.

I don't have any reason to live. I'm really tired of my life. Meds aren't working. Sometimes there really is no hope. How much longer can I suffer? Is suicide justified when there is nothing left to do? Just pain and suffering.