I think the same. Was going to school and just dropped out. Now more time to be alone in my head. I can't remember sessions either. The last week's have been like this. T says I email her and text things but I don't know what she is talking about as email and texts get deleted. I been thinking also of calling it quits with therapy, but really she has helped and I know I need her help. I often feel bad that I am not present for therapy and feel that is why I should leave. Also I fear she will tell me "your burning me out" and tell me it's over, as I had a T do that to me, just prior to her. I can't help but think I am too much for her...but try hard to keep that part a far distance from the front.