I feel hatred for men because I feel like they have been denying my whole existence and manipulate me to believe in what they believe in even manipulating me to feel attracted and have sex with them and I also feel anger at myself for not even questioning my feelings and blindly believing that I am 100% straight just so I don't shame my parents. I guess that anger shouldn't be exclusive to the whole gender because it is not the either genders fault that mum wouldn't approve if I was less then straight but I still feel angry and somewhat like they manipulated me to have feelings for them for their own selfish needs. Of course I know that not all men are like what I am describing but I would be a little less angry if men that I know in my family or whatever didn't undermine me when I say I feel something like I am a stupid little child. I know what I feel and I am tried of desperate men telling me how the **** I feel and think!!!