I would see if I could get a job, maybe just part-time, with a local college/university https://www.cccregistry.org/jobs/index.aspx and take just a few courses (often at less cost) in person or online from there. It's hard feeling alone at work or school (or anywhere :-) You might want to join a group you enjoy and at least use that as a social/talk outlet so you have some in-person support with whatever you decide to do.