He professed in the class to love me, sorry I thought you guys knew that part. He declared days later I had changed his life, asked the class if they felt the love. He whispered in my ear, your beautiful, apologized for having to take time training others, so got one to help for me so I could excel basically. Told me I'm extra special. Gave me the best desk assignment. Had me introduced to who would be my supervisor asking if I thought he was attractive, by the manager (later found out him and trainer guy attended same high school). I didn't think he was attractive. Just tons and tons of little things, showing he's interested, why I don't really understand but okay. All his pursuing got me interested, when I really shouldn't be, but a girl can only guard feelings so much. Then I was out enjoying my night, and was smacked with reality. I knew, but seeing and knowing are two different things. Now I feel very played, and foolish.
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Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P.
Daughter: 20
Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs.
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