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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate
I WANT THIS ILLNESS TO GO AWAY. As do we all. I'm working on it. I felt better without the oral medication. Maybe I'm on too much.
I don't know what I want to be. I hope to somehow do something out of the ordinary. Something that will make me big money but not just yet.
I have dreams but I'm so scared of walking outside right now. I can't concentrate on reading a book and have I not said yet God holy **** this illness.
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As everyone has said, just one step at a time...
I think you might be onto something with regards to be over-medicated AP wise. Surely that's a big part of why you abuse various stimulants so much just to stay awake & compos mentis.
Just be sure any changes to your prescribed meds are done under the supervision of your p-doc & with any luck that will help alongside cutting down on your use of stimulants.
Realising you need to make changes is a great first step, so your already half way there... focus on those & I'm sure the rest will gradually follow.
