Thank you!

It has been a horrible experience both mentally and physically. I thought I was finally maybe getting better this year, but I've had a horrible year. The last thing I thought I'd be saying no to were benzos again.

He thinks I'm in such bad anxiety that I really need them. It hasn't been that bad, but it was, still unbearably bad, after over two years of withdrawal. The main issue now is, if I do take them, will I be going back to square one with the withdrawals again. I'm afraid to find out. If only I hadn't gotten terrified of the stairs. 😧