Your reply means so much to me! Thank you for your time! And, may I ask, how does your ADHD manifests itself?

I believe I can take any diagnosis, apart from schizophrenia (which I rather don't have, it would probably be seen in my EEG results) and the "real" bipolar disorder (the one with severe, psychotic mania). I don't know why, but it really creeps me out. I don't think I could take it. Perhaps I'm so afraid of losing myself because there is no one to take care of me and help me at the moment. I even have this schiz ocd, I must admit and constantly watch my mind for too much excitement and aggression, which is tough, because my emotions are pretty strong in general.

I've been discussing it with a friend recently. It's really important, which I haven't seen in the past because I was always taught to be on my own and take care of everything by myself.