Don't give up, there are people here who care. People who are not judgemental, they understand, they are willing to listen and help. They may not be there physically but they are there when you need someone. I don't have friends either, I am pretty much a loner so I get it. I was where you are just a few weeks ago. I am still fighting depression but I do not want to die. I really think it is because I have new meds and psychcentral. You can make it through this! ((((Hugs))))