I do think it's possibly BPD or PTSD. I'm going to discuss this further at my next appt. last time I was in the hospital I told them I thought I might be misdiagnosed and actually have BPD. The doctor said no, you don't have BPD, you have Bipolar. Since he had only 1 conversation with me, I don't know how he could be so sure. It seems fishy. But last year I saw a therapist and mentioned it, and she agreed I had it and started treating me as if I did after a 10 minute conversation. That was equally fishy. Right now, I don't think I need meds. If I'm wrong, things could end badly. In the hospital, a patient told me to "trust myself". I guess that's the problem, I don't. I guess I just need to discuss this with my doctor and see what input or suggestions he has.