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Originally Posted by Ceridwen18
Hi black roses. I just noticed you're an Aussie like me. I'm so sorry that you have so much anger atm. Do you feel better for venting?
Some people care a great deal what others think, some of us don't. Is that your mum's way of coping with things she doesn't understand? Is there worry about you underlying this that she can't express? Some people are uncomfortable with emotions they don't know what to do with, and express themselves in strange ways. I had screaming arguments with my mum in my teens and all she cared about was that the neighbours would hear!
I was wondering if you live with your mum? Do you have to see her if you choose not to?
I hope life gets better for you very soon. xx
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Yeah, my mother shames me but deep down I think she cares deeply and worries that I will regret what I do because she thinks I care a lot about what people think. So I think she is trying to remind me to be careful because she says that when people hurt me I tend to take it out on her so I understand her point of view. I have also been thinking that her anger would be related to the fact that she feels I am selling myself short by being a camgirl and after I deleted my account I understand her point of view. The fact that I would think that my self worth would rely on creeps tipping is very bad and I am concerned that I would have that point of view to self worth in the first place...