I feel like life my whole life has been a mess
and I never had that mentoring relationship i wanted.

I feel I would heal if I could be there and be that for someone
else. but I don't know how... how can i do that. I
need others there to work with them through their problems with them
just to figure out my own challenges.

IF i can just have a frame work, a conceptual ideaology of
what I believe. something i could pass on, but it seems
people to not embrace my way of framing it.

I feel like I am in a world of people who are one religion and I am
practicing another, and reading from a totally different culture and book.
IF only I could share my W.R.A.P. or my mental health model and have someone else share it in common.
it is not that I need them to validate me, or validate the way i
solve my problems. no, I just wish I had someone that understood and
~got me~; that is if they understood what I was doing to get to
my mental health.

perhaps if I share with some of you some of the models I came up with and
see if it speaks to your listening. I view it as
a speech writer testing his speech on friends to see if they nod and
go, YEAH, i get you. AND i can get behind that way of looking at it.

Thank you.

Sandy.
Be N.I.C.E.
Do BREAKFAST
Be rational, realistic,,responsible, and resourceful.
Be Honest=
Be a light unto yourself.
Plan accordingly.
Ingenuity
Be Faithful=
Be Happy=
Silence is Golden:
Bare necessity.