Hi

I've experienced depersonalisation only when trying to be sexually intimate with people - it has always happened when I've tried to kiss someone
I don't have a history of sexual abuse.
I did experience a trauma when I was a child involving close physical contact with someone. I've never had flashbacks or nightmares, but the 2 situations feel familiar.

I'm wondering if anyone else experiences depersonalisation ONLY when in a physically intimate/sexual context?