Hello melmyers1107: I'm sorry you feel so alone. You know... the reality of the situation is (at least from my perspective) that the people around those of us who struggle with mental health issues don't understand what we're experiencing & don't really want to hear about it. This is a large part of the reason many of us are here on PC... (including yours truly.) Individual therapy & support groups can also be of help in this regard. In one way or another, the answer is simply to find someone, or some group, of people to share what's going on with whether it be on-line or in real life.