Hi Fuzzy

The answer to who cares............I, just for one, care
You ARE a special, amazing person, and you deserve everything you said in your first post
And I know you can do it/feel that way, because you have, even if it was for a short time..........you have
So please keep hanging onto those thoughts Fuzzy, for as long as you can, and then for as long as you can again

And hey, I'd want you to not only not be beating yourself up because of your............but ALSO giving yourself MASSIVE credit for some of your MANY priceless qualities, OK??!!
You're worth it!!!!

Alison