hey everyone,

i am a bit confused right now, so sorry if this doesnt make sense!!

For the past few years, ive had quite an affinity to food...lol. Ive always been an overeater, making me around 30 or 40 pounds overweight (im 16). Well, about 2 months ago, i went to a weight loss camp. Ive lost about 15lbs so far, and am still aiming to lose another 15 or 20. Lately however, ive been good for around a week or two (eating sensibly and healthily), and then ill have a day where i just say "%#@&#! it", and eat whatever is within my reach. I will binge for a few hours, and then feel absolutely TERRIBLE about myself. Ill then vow to never eat like that again, but the same cycle will repeat the next week. I had a binge day today, and am just really hurting. Im concerened this could turn into a binge eating disorder or something of the likes....i am desperate to lose weight, yet desperate to eat. Anyone have any tips/advice?

Thanks, =]
mel