Oo I just talked to a good friend of mine and she had some problems that I had to stop and worry about. There's a good chance I just need to obsess in general. And with my self-esteem low it's easier to obsess over the negative about myself.

On a funny side note, I went shopping while mostly distracted and confused. I sort of managed to say I needed a new suit. Salespeople were trying to help me, and I was a little out of it while I was talking to them. Before I knew it, I was standing in a dressing room with about 50 different outfits that they'd brought me because they really wanted to help and couldn't figure out what I wanted. I did end up with a nice black suit.

Thanks to all of you. It's so scary to talk about my self-esteem problems in real life. And yet it's so helpful when I can do it here.

Sidony