Can dopaminergic stimulants help with hyperactivity associated with akathesia? I don't know if ADHD has gotten worse but it works. It makes sense because antipsychotics are antidopaminergics.

I took the last of my weeks supply of it for my last day of my holidays. I was pissed that I was so tired and couldn't enjoy time with my family. I'm going to be tired for the next few days and complaining but I think I'm cured. It's always like this and I have enough experience to say yknow what.. I'm going to say that I'm not cured and I will be tired again.

But I believe I'm fine now. I'm awake, my mind is back because I'm focused and I learned that..

I'm exhausted and tired because I'm severely unmotivated which is a result of schizophrenia and ADHD.

When it wears off, I forget that it ever happened but this is the first time I will write this in detail so I can look back and see proof that there is hope. Imagine that.

@Chickenfoot, I hope that explains it. It calms my mind down but wakes me up. I can sleep on it though. Not many people can. I believe everyone has ADHD but some have it more severe and people have different brain neurochemistry.

My dad had a good talk with me...

He said don't worry about the drugs and talk about your future to the treatment team. I will do this. He has opened my mind a little.

He's wealthy but I wanted him to retire a long time ago and then I got it stuck in my mind that he should keep every penny because that's how my mind works.

If they stop my disability, he will pay. I don't want that but I'm less uncomfortable with that.