I've got my first court date on Thursday this week for property settlement with my (ex) husband. To say I'm nervous is an understatement. I don't even think I have words to explain the turmoil I feel.

It's not about the proceedings, or any rulings, per say. It's that I fear that I will be unable to control my emotions and just burst into a flood of tears at any given point, or worse, so angry that I say something inappropriate. I feel so volatile and anxious right now

Wish me luck and good wishes please ....