I'm starting to think I'm just lazy.
Was on Effexor. Still just layed around.
Now I'm off Effexor. Still in bed.
I just am not motivated. Have no excuse. I've got workers. Money. Projects to do.
For a long time people around me ( inc Pdocs ) were happy to have me on my couch watching tv. Anything was better than my manic side.

Now I'm thinking no meds have been good. Same story, except I notice the side effects lift. ( like constant hunger or no sex drive)
But the under lieing problem is same on or off meds. I've been on a million different meds - had bipolar for decades.