I want...

what was taken from me..
my birthright.. to be loved and comforted
my mind... to be as one.. to never have been shattered
my soul... to not hurt, not ache from the pain
my body... to remember only good touches
my life... to be full of peace
to experience joy, contentment , happiness

How sad can a person be and not die from the sadness?

tonight.. I will find out... have never been this sad...this out of hope....