Hey,
I don't have the ability to maintain relationships, even basic acquaintances. I like being admired but I have a mean streak and don't really care about other people (I never give gifts). Since I am a hermit, I don't like to spend time doing anything. I have avoided my family for 10 years because my stepmother and her family make me nervous. I just like to surf the internet, play some basic online games, and am a fitness freak. I am 30 and haven't had a friend in 10 years. I like to drive by my high school girlfriend's house sometimes (keeping tabs never contacting). I can't hold down a job since I refuse to fit in with people and hate being told what to do by people I think are apathetic Americans - I hate the apathetic American way of life and the people that follow it (Applebee's, TV, cars). At the same time, I refuse to be outgoing and find interesting groups because I hate doing anything with more than just one other person. The magic "3" introduces dynamics I can't stand (except for sports where it doesn't matter as much, but even then you have to interact before and after the period of play). I have visited therapists and they eventually suggest meeting my fears with group therapy or what not (tried that once, didn't like listening to a bunch of women saying how they were molested or dumped).

Into which forums group would this put me so I can investigate further how to fix myself?

Thanks,
bridgeboy