freewill,

Once again I find solice in others, I'm in the first stages of my fight against cancer. Yes I do think its only me, why me, until I get wheeled in the kemo department at the hospital and see these angles in the later stages. The shinny rounded faces of ppl caused by all the meds and kemo are heros to me. Has I gaze across the area I think what do I have to feel sorry for? There's always someone worst than you or I. Take it to heart...

Has far has my BP and depression, its seemed to have slipped away, gone into remission for some reason. I don't have time to think or worry about it, so many other things have consumed my time. My memory I found is going fast for some reason, I'll be in the middle of a post, and lose all train of thought. I was in chat, this am my mind went out the window. It took me five minutes to figure out how to close the chat room.

Maybe the the linch pin to it all, no matter what, get up in the morning and push your way thru the day, look at the color of the world God gave was and make it worth it. Trust me you will find it out there, after all the years of living a closed off life, with the portal; the world on my computer, you need that face time, one on one. Maybe its just a revaltion to me after all these many years of BP.

~~freewill BB Darkeyes and of course Pat "my rock" and so many others, thank you

You, my family are what lifes about, with out it well.........

Tucker.........