Thanks for all the love and understanding.
I think I do more than I give myself credit for,and yes it isn't good for self esteem to call yourself lazy or depressed.
Just flew in from CA. Had loads of things to do to close both houses there down. Then shopped for staples( coffee, beans,rice ect. ) made trip here to ranch.
Picked fruits and veggies from ranch. Cooked a bunch of food.
Went swimming in ocean today. That was great.
Going again at high tide tomorrow.
So what if I answer eml and read p c and lay around while doing it? Right?
I have 12 1/4 acres. Yes lots of responsibility .
A wonderful cat and sweet dog. Brush and play with them daily.
Yes. I take 2-4 showers per day.
I guess I'm just judging myself and will stop. It's my business how much I'd like to get done.