I don't think you're garbage. I read a lot of this thread and even though you're good looking and the profile was good its just "the luck of the cards" I have to say I have tried online dating in the past and sometimes I still browse my old OKCupid profile. I even got excited about a message I got even though it was just a "hi" because his profile was awesome. This is how our exchange went:

Him: hi
Me: Hi, how are you doing? I had a fabulous weekend going to the mall and the beach with my sister. How has your weekend been?
Him: it was ok urs?

Crickets......

I mean come on not only did he not give a crap what I said but totally ignored it. There are just people LIKE this out there. It really probably even isn't your fault.

Try not to be down on yourself. I know you feel alone and you really want to connect but this is consuming ALL of you. I guess I came to the realization that I didn't NEED anyone to be happy that's why these days I am content. I let go of all the desperation and expectation and now I am just living my life.

Sometimes you just need to do just that.

Life for you.

I do wish you the best though and I hope your search does end with you finding the women of your dreams. Best of luck to you!