I'm in the same boat. I feel lazy, and maybe I am a little, but the cause of my laziness is low grade depression. I just don't see the point in putting out effort when I don't think I will be around long.

When I am well, I'm not a neat freak .... I'm a bit of a messy Marvin. It's who I am. If I'm hypo, I will clean, scrub and organize everything, but stable.... I'm on the low energy side. I deal with Chronic Pain and sickness, and that complicates matters.

All I know is, calling yourself lazy will probably not help your self esteem. Everyone goes through periods of laziness so cut yourself some slack. society has about as much love for lazy people as it does murderers. It's not good to let yourself internalize such a label.

I think you are probably dealing with some low grade depression, but even if you are lazy, I still like you!

Be kind to yourself.