Dear LA-ML,
I'm so sorry your fear and anxiety are so intense. I hope it is a little less intense today. One of your fears is healthy, the fear of being without your C-PAP machine. And really, the fact that you're about to move making you fearful, also sounds "normal". Not trying to dismiss that your having trouble with lots of anxiety. Sometimes I come to this forum when I am anxious so I don't feel as alone. Would love to hear how your move goes.
Sincerely, Myst