I am new here but I just wanted to say kuddos and as a child that got lost and almost destroyed by the system I cannot praise and be sooooo proud of you enough for taking in your nephew so he doesn't get lost or worse, destroyed. It's awesome that you are commited to giving him 100% and that you are doing really good, I just want to express the importance of not forgetting to take care of yourself. Keep doing it. It obviously works. I will keep you in my good thoughts lol.