Being someone who had mental abuse as a child, I can relate to what you are saying. I need to go find a therapist, and start working on this process as well. I have learned a lot of things on this site to give me courage to do it in the near future, but I know that it will take time.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me.
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