Thank you for sharing, and I am sorry that you are going through all of this. Take things one day at a time. You are going through a lot all at once, and your way of life is changing. You will accept things and move on at your own pace. Time and healthy coping strategies may be the best thing for you. For example, try to find yourself a hobby. Engaging in a hobby can be very beneficial for your well-being. It can be writing, drawing, working out, crafts, and more. Also, keeping a journal can be helpful. It is a method for you in order to vent. I will say that the sooner you accept what is happening, the sooner you will be able to start healing and moving forward. You have a baby girl that will grow up looking up to you for being a strong, independent woman and mother.