Hey guys, just dropping in to say hi. Really struggling today, depression is getting worse. I'm really tired, slow, and I'm starting to hate myself. The nasty, critical thoughts are starting to boom through my head again. And the quiet ones that gently and convincingly explain that no one likes me, I'm a fraud and a failure, that it's very sad how I turned out. And there's the guilt and shame. I think everyone must feel very bad for my husband. I saw my therapist today, and he told me I seem like a completely different person compared to a month ago. Yep, pretty much. Anyway, I'm okay, it just sucks. I'm going to try to be on here more and not just retreat from all social interaction like I tend to do. Consciously trying to get better over here. Trying. Thanks for being here, you guys are awesome.