I'm nocturnal and anxious. I have chosen an unconventional career path and I am anxious about whether or not things are going to work out for me. I think about it the entire day. I look around and I see people do great things with their lives and make it big. I'm not jealous or anything, but I do feel resentful towards life every now and then. I feel like it's one problem after the next in what appears to be a never-ending sequence of problems. It's like I can never escape this state of mind. It's terrible to feel worthless.